Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Teach us to smile and
be still to always
have an answer, oh lord and
not give up, like the poem said
to care and not to care,
to be silent and still.
not looking at
unrepentant chaos eating
itself tangling the hours.
Teach us to sit and think
not skid off the dirty
 wings of time as we
go forward into
the future.

She eats ground
with the sharp teeth of her
heels,
stomping out the strident
fanfare of her
displeasure..
at some point all the floors
are raw and bleeding
the anger threadbare and
of unremembered origin.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Liberty

The old days are simply that,
and there is a new colossus that should
stand, invisible, but unavoidable
on the burning sand reaching out
his mighty hand toward the bitter
fog of night.
Instead of a homely woman with a
torch, and say
"Poor huddled masses, yearning
to be free, stand up on
your own hind legs and
fight where you are."
STAY HOME
" we don't need you and we
won't feed you
any more"
"I have all the winners, the
ass kickers, the ones who
won't be pushed
aside, ,"
Beyond the ocean walls, in letters
one hundred miles wide,
"Buffet now closed"
their are no more places left inside.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Sestina...

I was lucky enough to teach a small group of students the other day and one of the other teachers left an example of the the "sestina" for us to follow. It is a form of poem dating back to at least the 12th century which has six stanzas of six lines with an ending stanza of 3 lines. The trick is that the writer can only use the same six words to end the lines of each stanza and use all six in the last three lines. What a friggin' hassle. I just had to try one and it was hard and very confining and not that much fun. Sestina might be Latin based meaning "sixes" or it might mean " trying to swim a breaststroke, fully clothed, with a backpack....."

Glory be to the Father
who keeps this carnival together
who forces two ornery gases to be water
at first, so profoundly slow he can't be seen
keeping dark away with soaring light
but even so his will alone keeps hungry blazes still


In our home alone does water
stay and go reflecting festive light
infinitely elsewhere her clever body - cold and still
what lies beneath will not be seen
until destruction brings the fire and ice together
for she is a carrying wing set free by her giant Father

Circling now, he keeps the nebulous herd together
moving with such speed he can't be seen
The entropic wolves seeking to devour all the light
get sent curling into the dark abyss where all is still
like rain rippling on the silvered water,
Only what is done or made is evidence of the Father

Let us now turn from physics and how it all fits together
or even if there is or ever was a Father
just love that in all this black nothing we have light
enough for flowers and white beaches on the water
Outside, space is awful,dark and still
and for all our sensors and scopes, not one blade of grass is seen

Well, every one of us has a Mother and a Father
so we should huddle in our family tree tied all together
or, if not a tree, we are all sailors on the water
and hold on to each other through stormy seas and still
on dark and cloudy days we'll bring the light
that even in the lazy fog can still be seen

So even if no big hands ever packed this snowball together
into a gigantic chunk of power and light,
and no fuse was ever lit by the happy, playful Father
we've got lots of pretty lights and dancing water
There's no reason to be dry and still
for all the joys we've seen.

It's sad I've not flung the ashes of my father on the water
so he and the sea he loved will be together forever still
yet when the light goes out there will be something left to be seen.





Tuesday, January 18, 2011

elephantine symphony of
color and sound,
strange shapes gather and
dance to a nameless tune
old when they put the
last prophet underground
Dry angelic bliss
is unlieashed from your
craggy peaks.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Breathless, they
stood dripping wet
from rain, perfect and silver
against the green of Summer

There was paint on
the steps shining under water.
Her banana seat leaned
in toward the wall sharing a
secret with the potted plants.

There were the eyeglasses of his two
black wheels with red
glistening rails, lying on their
side, forgotten on the lawn,
paying court to the cracks and the dandelions.

She moved her face toward him, freckles on her
cheeks, innocent of paint or artifice,
just a small streak of chain grease beside her nose and
a little scratch on her chin.

His arms,brown and skinny,
all of her pale and soft
entwined without a grasping rub
that becomes required later.

There is a kiss.

A kiss that tastes like cinnamon gum
and something like salt
from a summer day.

There is a kiss
that hangs in its own space,
telling its own story,
saying goodbye.
the moving van playing the role of
that Casablanca airplane,
the train, troopship,
gleaming silver cross in a tropic sky

There is nothing before
it,
nothing after but
the feeling that
the feeling that it
was the most perfect kiss of
his life.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Vaudeville


Their world is flat.
The horizons are cheap curtains
poorly painted suggestions,
with the Eiffel tower or singing cowboy from the
last masterpiece hastily obscured
to make way for strip malls, haunted amusement parks,
cubicles, the boudoir with a streak of something dark
on the sheets.
The actors may give out with lines
not knowing what they really mean.
They hold their empty children singing lullabies
may as well be holding a loaf of bread with quicksilver
inside

Thursday, November 25, 2010

krasota.

along the veins of rivers
blue on the flat white paper
the cities and towns are
hard, black scorchmarks
printed names that hurt the tongue,
that look out of focus
to American eyes,
From L'vov to
Kursk, Anadyr and
Kazan.
The names are bitter
burnt bread on waves of static.
Here are the words we learn
first
TANK, Rifle, Cannon, Rocket,
pilot, WHORE, Bullet, son of a whore,
it's curtains for you,
PANTS, table, library, ..if you don't know, we show
you, If you don't want to, we make you.
target, I knock down pears with
my prick.....destroyed.

I buy kvass and pirozhiki
from the Babushka, and speak
the soft, light, words like a
smart child, bowing, thanking her
with the long, formal, nicety
that comes from Chekov and Tolstoy.
"clever one" she calls me.
She comes from village, Butyrkovo
"..you know it? They do spoons there from birch....very pretty"
Black ink frankenstein stitches meaning rail lines, north to hash marks
of two runways, pimples of fuel tanks, one
muddy turd of a lake,
"I don't, k sozhaleniyu,
but it sounds nice.