Saturday, May 9, 2015

inhaler



There is something in the air
         dust, leaves, the breath of pigeons,
  a small tight fist inside your lungs
  there is something
that does its work,
a string tied around your heart, a small ring
that keeps you from breathing
  that makes you turn
away from things
that make you dream.

  there used to be a rain goddess
   that lived in a pool of
pure spring water,
  the tears of an innocent earth
    before the cross and money
            and steel
  they would
   whisper her name and

 pray , these benedictions
   and the sound of her saintly'
           essence
       are almost all gone

  now her home
 has 30 weight motor oil
,beer cans
  hobo piss
     the jellied wings
of plastic bags
  and smoke
 
      she waits
and you try to make
       sense of this world
and the voices of the living
    are like the voices of
          the dead
  clogged with meaning
       numbed and
            piled
They say nothing to you

  there is no
    escape only a
        .....
  at the bottom of the water