Thursday, December 10, 2020

Pickwell

 To his happiness 

and his silence

  the mystic lore 

of his own journey, 

 there was never an 

end of study.

   Both sound and elastic

were his constitution.

        So keen and so cold were the 

blue eyes of his master.


         The deep grained

wanderings, whether over concrete

   or mud

 took him to the freezing spell

           of dirty grass

and broken signs, 

 Always dearly and deeply held 

             were his convictions.


              But he fell in love with

her potter's hands and dark eyes

  He forgot about 

            the seaside and books,

for what is an ocean if 

        you cannot bring with you

               your world?


   Though meditation is a lukewarm hobby

 he traded at it anyway

         looking for the truth

like a dice player 

       calling out a number

         his inner Buddha

yawned and said,

  "most attachments are foolish,

              but some are deepest wisdom"

    this mind you have been training is just 

                 a monkey, a drunken, angry, 

                         monkey, bit by a scorpion.

           Follow the woman, eat well, teach goodness, and 

                               stop trying to BE good..


  and they all lived pretty well ok

 



   



 

Monday, December 7, 2020

Dayton



When did snow become
       something else,
like from when it makes the yard
          trash disappear 
into a wondrous wizard wall
              was it when we
 figured out the demon litany
      of snowballs soaked in water
 nestling eggs of pain in every snow fort


        Sometimes there were tiny piles of coal
            or rocks 
for the core
         and me and my brother 
          had to run and hide 
               and fight our dirty war
  snow would taste so salty
          our poor bloody lips
      or slush holes and road crystals
              slinging tears


     Then it slowly turned into a 
         heaving hunched animal
grey from the concrete factory
          yellow streaks
    abandoned toys poking through
           colorful bones on roadkill
 

But it changed
    and in Texas, snow stayed
magical and 
disappeared gracefully
       the snowballs kiss a 
cheek and the fancy flowers
         are lips and fire
the kids are 
   not 
      stones.