get up with your get down

show up

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stand up

put up 

kick in

put out

jump in

throw down

so you can

get over

get down

go down

boost up

shut up

and 

get lucky

get laid

get paid

be brave

Effluvia

 Right now and for no reason i'm thinking about ending it all

 which could mean finding the cheapest crudest address as close to a beach or forest as possible hopefully with the royal prerogatives of light and running water 

or putting the greasy dick of my pistol in my aching mouth and going splat

 i remember when i had a terrible  job after desert storm and i got out and learned to play bass

 this shit job involved shit and blood and a lot of goo i cant name

 i remember cleanups where someone ate a bullet and I had to stand on a step stool

 and clean the stalactites of   hair and blood and powder burns and brains 

and i wondered at how lonely and sad it was the unfucked youth of me

 that thought that god did not put any of us here to be so lonely and so sad 

but i know better that the delicious drink of today becomes the greasy cup of the future

 or something like that i saw a bird the other day flying around inside a big box store 

whistling for some reason and ignored trapped or laying claim to his kingdom considering this a trap 

or a house 

keep on trucking

i guess its a living.